
No matter where you go, how far you make it in life… You’ll always need people close to you to help you achieve your dreams& hopes. Without them it doesn’t matter where you go. I’ve learned this from experience. I’m so lonely and feel like I’m floating and everything around me just be ones memories that don’t even matter for my future. I’m lost with no direction, nobody to go to and I’m suffocating on this planet.
I Try So Hard To Be Perfect, But It Doesn’t Work. Happiness Never Comes Of It.
I Hide My Emotions Because They Are Constant Agonies.
When I Fall, I Fall Too Hard And It Always Ends Up Hurting.
I Shut Myself Out From The World Every Other Day.. And It’s Because When Something Bad Happens With Someone, It Makes Me Realize I Would Much Rather Be Unhappy On My Own Than Have Someone Make Me Unhappy.
I’ve Lost Who I am Time And Time Again And Just When I Think I Got It All Figured Out, Something Bad Happens Again.
I Just Want To Put All Of My Past In The Past And Let It Disappear. I Don’t Want To Remember The Memories With Him, I Don’t Want To Love Him Anymore. But When Something Goes Wrong, I Always Remember How Much I Truly Miss Him Because He Was The One Person Who Made It All Better & Showed Me Happiness…
But Better Isn’t A Constant Feeling Anymore Like When I Was With Him, It’s Just Little Moments That Im Better…But That Isn’t Happy.
But They Always Just Disappear, Like He Did.





